Hate, love, hate

Have you ever feel like hating someone for little acts they has done but at the same timr you're strangely attracted by them?

This has happened to me with maaany guys and I've went crazy! I don't understand why this stupid thing made me waist a lot of time. The most impresive fact is that the people with it happens are who I don't usually see and talk with.
I have a big problem.

Maybe, this emotions and the lump in my throat appears only because I really want to meet and know them.
I don't know...

Anyway, the only prupose now is to get closer and talk with this guys to find out what's happening in my weird thougts.

If...

If I did it wrong?

If I don't like them?

If they talk about me?

If, if, if...

All begins with a few bad years in your preadolescent life. When you have started secundary school, you finally dicovered that all that was a fake, Then, you rebuild your life with that little dignity but with people who makes you how you are. And finally you're fine.

Though, somedays you feel like shit, only because you are shy, nervous, weak and the past marked you forever. You cry and they care about you. It makes you feel worst.

Crying in front of your mates when you know that there aren't reasons for it's terrible. Niether you know the why of your cry. Later, people came trying to make you feel good -sometimes their try fail.
One day, someone said to you: "Your cry is your hedge for when you have to take all your feeling. Like a bomb".

EXPRES YOURSELF, EXPLODE, CRY, SHOUT.

Then, smiles, hugs, and love will come to you energizer.

Red Mountain

One time, almost every tow years, my parents, my sister and I go to the suburbs of my little town called Mont-Roig del Camp. There all is countryside. The beautiful peculiar place we went last week was a mountain with two hermits and the ground and the rocks are totally RED.

When my parents told that we were going hiking I got angry -I always do although I'll have fun. I also got angry because we doesn't brought any sporty comfortable clothes -it can sound you like I'm a little child. Finally, we drove by little villages, fields and forest and we arrived in a car park. We get into the restaurant of the site and there we could see great views of the surroundings. Up stairs, it was an old collapsed building with the best views of there. 

Here I'll give you some pics. Enjoy them!

From me, to you

Hi! I'm enthusiastic about begin this blog.
I usually explore random blogs searching inspiration. But a few months ago, I decided that in 2015, as New Year's resolution I'm going to start a blog. After lots of hours planning and thinking I decided to post experciences, feelings and things that have seemed curious by me.

As starting, I'm going to introduce myself with six facts.

1. I'm from Catalunya (Spain).
2. My favourite thing to do is read but I don't have much time to do it.
3. I'm into volleyball, I've played in a club for three years. Volleyball is my life and my teamates are my family.
4. The most important thing in the world is the people who stay with you and knows how you are.
5. I don't know how to say that... I'm a great eater! I like all kinds of food and I always try new flavors.
6. I'll travel around the world!

P.S.: Wow! It's really hard to write a post!
P.S.1: Sorry for my bad English but one of the objectives of the site is trying to learn as much as possible.